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LeonPotosi
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PostSubject: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 12:50

I don't really know how to start this.

Weeks or rather months ago I vanished literally overnight without much warning.
I resigned as an officer, left the outfit and deleted Planetside.
Some who followed me on facebook or steam saw me disappear from there aswell.
Without any explanation.

Yesterday I happened to revisit the ps2 reddit and saw a match between Cobalt and Connery happening.
I opened the stream, the fight was on Esamir and Cobalt was winning by 66% and the Observercam could pick up the proximity voice chat.

Never in my life would I have thought that Focuslight yelling would ever make me cry, but here I was. You magnificent bastards.

I owe you guys an explanation and an apology aswell.

The reason I left the outfit and stopped playing Planetside is not the fault of Broken Arrow or any of it's members.
I left the outfit, because I didn't want people waiting for me.
I had to stop playing. Being obsessed with it and wasting time instead of taking care of my real life.
I don't want to get into details, but it went into the Neet direction.
I should have stopped a long time ago but this game had developed into an addiction.

People told me to just take a break, but you don't take a break from drugs. Not for long.
The only way to handle drugs is to get rid of them and anything & anyone that is affiliated.
At this point I have to add, this is my own fault. Normal, healthy people don't get addicted to games. But I did.

That is why I cut off all communication, not because I hate you but because I couldn't handle my own life.

What does that mean for the future?
First I will get my life on track again.

I WILL be back. But for now it will stay like it is.
I will ignore friend requests or any other form of comms.
And I hope you can tolerate that.

I want to thank every single one of you, especially Thunde that tried his hardest to talk to me. I am sorry man.


And to Zombie, Knack and Murdok:

Thank you for creating the best god damn Outfit in the world. Keep on kicking ass!


Again, I am sorry and I hope we will see us soon.


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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 12:59

Much respect Leon, take care buddy.
You made the right call!

And it's all good, Focus makes me cry all the time too!
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 13:05

Agree, thank you for everything, Leon. Still remember the first ops, when I asked you if I could join BAWC almost a year and a half ago. Take care!
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 13:09

I know how you feel, ive been gone for 9 months aswell ^^
I have a lot of respect for you that you have done that and i hope you will get your life back on track.
I dont know if you cried because he was too mean or something or just because he was so mad, but i also have to cry almost every time he gets mad Very Happy (its waaay too funny)
Soooo









goodbye for now then.
and as allways, HEIL HITLER 284 JAWUL

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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 13:23

As much as I would hate to admit it, real life is more important. You definatly made the right call by high-tailing it to get your shit together and god knows it was a hard call, but the right one none the less.

Fear now, the BAWC always stands ready, and when you do get back, there's a seat waiting for you.


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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 14:12

No prob. Leon. We mostly figured you had a good reason for your departure. I'm glad also you came back to notify us on the exact reasons why you left, that was my primary concern, the reasoning. After all, anyone can feel free to leave whenever they like, I'd just like to know a reason for that whenever possible.


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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 14:27

I have a huge respect of what you did. Addictions suck but keep focusing on your RL it´s more important. If you´ll comeback I´ll be still in BAWC and you can stop asking when I will join BAWC ;D
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 14:57

LEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOONNNNNN!!!!!!
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Sun 10 May 2015, 15:41

I dont know what to say. Mainly all the other guys who where faster then me said it already. Reallife is more importent and it is good that you took the step you took. I hope you get your life back on track.
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 01:45

I know I'm late Leon, but if you read this, then good luck dude, take the time you need and don't feel like you abandoned anything or some shit like that. Nothing but good thoughts about you.

I would seriously fucking murder Dr.Division The Invisible Man if it would make you feel ok. That's how special you are, my appel strudel... ok starting to sound homo erotic but you know what I mean.

Looking forward to accidentally TK'ing you, giggling about it and giving you a ress once more some day. Till then, I'll take a shot of wiskey for you right now.

There will be no murdering fellow Arrows for any reasons, not when there are so many other more deserving sacrifices out there.

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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 07:14

Hey Leon, good to hear from you, good luck with real life, and hope to see you again, if and when time permits!
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 08:54

Realy Knack? I played with you once and you already want to kill me? What am I doing wrong? I hope that was a joke!


@Knack is this your comback? Will i have the honor to play with you once more, for the second time?
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 09:08

Dr.Division wrote:
Realy Knack? I played with you once and you already want to kill me? What am I doing wrong? I hope that was a joke!


@Knack is this your comback? Will i have the honor to play with you once more, for the second time?

Division, Kn4ck means he would almost sacrifice you if it would mean playing with Leon again.
But no worries, FocusLight stepped in and saved you, instead the Invisiable Man will be sacrificed.
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 11:01

"instead the Invisiable Man will be sacrificed". I think everyone would be ok with this Very Happy
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 13:45

Could we also sacrifice some of RMIS, maybe it would make Leon come back faster? (or me reeeeeaaallllyyyy happy Very Happy )
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 14:19

You will have to ask Knack about that, he's the one who wants to start swinging away with some knives and shit.


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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 15:41

flokiss1 wrote:
Could we also sacrifice some of RMIS, maybe it would make Leon come back faster? (or me reeeeeaaallllyyyy happy Very Happy )

Forgive my ignorance, but it seems arrows really hate/dislike RMIS. Why is that? I thought they were a decently organized outfit. To be honest I was actually debating whether to join RMIS or BAWC.
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 16:02

Zeltenstrahler wrote:
flokiss1 wrote:
Could we also sacrifice some of RMIS, maybe it would make Leon come back faster? (or me reeeeeaaallllyyyy happy Very Happy )

Forgive my ignorance, but it seems arrows really hate/dislike RMIS. Why is that? I thought they were a decently organized outfit. To be honest I was actually debating whether to join RMIS or BAWC.

They are just jelly that RMIS is a far superior and skilled outfit Razz
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 16:19

Dopubalimatu wrote:
Zeltenstrahler wrote:
flokiss1 wrote:
Could we also sacrifice some of RMIS, maybe it would make Leon come back faster? (or me reeeeeaaallllyyyy happy Very Happy )

Forgive my ignorance, but it seems arrows really hate/dislike RMIS. Why is that? I thought they were a decently organized outfit. To be honest I was actually debating whether to join RMIS or BAWC.

They are just jelly that RMIS is a far superior and skilled outfit Razz

Reds are organized, it's just a damn shame that most of their organization comes from Ex-BAWC members. It used to be a running joke in the outfit that if you leave, you can always have an officer position in [RMIS], because that was the case with 90% of our boys who left for them.

Scrubbu, it's not that, I just hate the fact that Erah's penis is bigger than mine, and the rest of the outfit just tagged along on the hate train.


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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 19:01

MrMurdok wrote:

Reds are organized, it's just a damn shame that most of their organization comes from Ex-BAWC members. It used to be a running joke in the outfit that if you leave, you can always have an officer position in [RMIS], because that was the case with 90% of our boys who left for them.

Scrubbu, it's not that, I just hate the fact that Erah's penis is bigger than mine, and the rest of the outfit just tagged along on the hate train.

Even bedmen. That says everything.
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 19:19

My hate for RMIS is just personal. Why? because when I played medic many months ago. I saw RMIS killing a random. ofc i'm gonna go revive him but they kill him again. I revive again then they kill him and me! also there were enough other meetings with them where i got killed by them, for example for "shooting them in tha back". HE went in front of me while I was shooting, i had to stop that guy turned around killed me. Which outfit?! RMIS it is again!

Hope you understand my hate.
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Tue 12 May 2015, 22:37

Dopubalimatu wrote:

They are just jelly that RMIS is a far superior and skilled outfit Razz
MrMurdok wrote:

Reds are organized, it's just a damn shame that most of their organization comes from Ex-BAWC members. It used to be a running joke in the outfit that if you leave, you can always have an officer position in [RMIS], because that was the case with 90% of our boys who left for them.

flokiss1 wrote:
My hate for RMIS is just personal. Why? because when I played medic many months ago. I saw RMIS killing a random. ofc i'm gonna go revive him but they kill him again. I revive again then they kill him and me! also there were enough other meetings with them where i got killed by them, for example for "shooting them in tha back". HE went in front of me while I was shooting, i had to stop that guy turned around killed me. Which outfit?! RMIS it is again!

Hope you understand my hate.

Thanks for the answers guys. And well flokiss in my experience everyone who kills you is going to die no matter what Razz
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Wed 13 May 2015, 19:56

Well, Flokiss, that guy who was teamkilling the other guy may have been defending himself. Once I was using my burster max to deter enemy air, but suddenly 2 random low br frienldies started shooting me in the back, I had to kill them, but then this medic comes right away to revive them just so they could shoot back at me again, so after a couple of warnings I had to also kill the medic. Of course the are a few rmis who are guilty, but sometimes under some circumstances, you may look like a bad guy. You don't need to hate an entire outfit for that.
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Wed 13 May 2015, 20:16

well, that guy wasn't shooting anyone
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PostSubject: Re: My farewell   Wed 13 May 2015, 20:52

flokiss1 wrote:
well, that guy wasn't shooting anyone

Not at the time, no.

However, I've shot hundreds of TR for so many reasons. Trying to blow up allied vehicles - obvious false flag - death sentence. Shoot my outfit-mates because they don't like BAWC - death sentence. Sometimes repeatedly if they persist. Salty NC/VS roll TR to shoot me - death sentence. If any Medic persist in reviving the TR who is out to kill his 'allies' or blow up their sundies etc. get warned, then if the Medic persists the Medic get shot as well, for practical reasons.

Imagine that you are a member of any other outfit or no outfit at all, and You see me blow the head off some random TR - I know that that TR had moments earlier shot two other Arrows for whatever reason and found him again - would you hold a grudge against me and all of BAWC for that?

The short and simple is, if you see a TR getting shot by another, you revive him, then if/when he get shot again, you have a few options.

Stop reviving him - he will get shot again if you do.
Stop reviving him - you will get shot for doing so then he will get shot again.
Shoot the one's that shoot him, then revive only him. What have you gained, besides new enemies?

In short - revive once, if the TK'ing persists stop reviving him and mind your own business, is likely the best idea.

Also, you may want to forgive RMIS for this one, unless it becomes a trend that happens all the time, like TTRO 'accidentally' a TK every 5 minutes. *Badum-tish*


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